Saturday, December 17, 2011

A Lin - 我很忙


不想要假期 我没地方可去
不需要狂欢 人群只是空虚
多数的关心 只是嘴上说而已
真正懂我的人是自己

我的眼睛 一做梦就看到你
一闭上就想哭泣
笑容忽然间变成奢侈品
我的生活 充满了和你有关的记忆
每每靠近 满城风雨

就让我忙得疯掉 忙得累到
连哭的时间都没有最好
就让我忙的忘掉 你的怀抱
它曾带给我的美好

当有人问好不好 怕伤心夺眶
就咬牙说我很忙
这完美的谎 完美的伪装
才让我的痛 没人看到
你在哪里 曾是每天要问你的一句
我要戒断 这种恶习

当一个麻痹的人 那有多好
心里美别的只有忙忙忙
工作是一种抵抗 一帖解药
人怎能被想念打倒

当有人问好不好 怕伤心夺眶
就咬牙说我很忙
这完美的谎 完美的伪装
才让我的痛 没人看到

久违的一片文章

对你们说我一点都不想家,那肯定是句谎言。为什么我宁愿一个人在外地漂浮,也不选择落地于那温暖的故乡呢?也许接下来的答案,会直接为有些人的疑惑提供解答。

人生短暂,当一个人在舒服地带逗留太久之后,将会迷失了当初所设定的所谓“方向”。舒服得睡着了,再也看不见未来的自己。当然还有其他等等因素如不争气的乡土、糜烂的政治、还有对某些人的失望等等。常对自己说:“要找一个留下的理由,很难。可是要找让自己留不下的理由,多得很。”

你可以说这是一种幼稚的逃避,逃避至无法听闻那远方的土壤。可是试问,我又何尝没试过呢?一次又一次的打击,仿佛为那曾经燃烧的心浇了冷漠无情的冰水,心灰意冷。所以,选择离开那片伤心地。

笑我傻、笑我白痴、笑我笨、笑我蠢,可是我就是那种爱得死心塌地的鸟人。

也许当初的那句开场白,说得太错了。

也许巨蟹座的性格就是那么犯贱吧。每当肯定对方后总是夹着对方的尾巴不肯放手,直到对方狠狠一甩为止。习惯了为太多人而活,结果弄得自己伤痕累累,体力透支,心力交瘁。

眼看新的一年的锣鼓声近在咫尺,是时候换个新的性格、新的待人处事方式,还有更健康的生活方式。与其等待没有结果的结果,倒不如换个跑道,跑出更耀眼的未来。每当周围的人正为自己的前方摸不着脑袋的时候,自己依然能够踏出坚定的每一步。

注定那么扭曲的感情线,只好晾在一旁,直到再次遇见心动的对的人。

这个年内,为自己创造了人生的新方向。。。

"Work To Live, Live To Travel, Travel To Enjoy"

“工作为了生存、生存为了环游、环游为了享受”

工作生涯无疑是件长远的一道路,可是扭转悲观,把工作当成是一件为自己往后日子创造更多奇迹的其中一样工具,那么就不用再整天板着脸去上班了。

因为自己最清楚,工作让环游世界的梦想逐渐转成事实,而摊在远方的画面,就是享受踏实和美满人生的无止境。

想要加入我那改变人生的环游大计吗?

我在问你,就是你。

Monday, November 14, 2011

Good night, and good luck

There is always a point where you're just too tired to proceed, do not neglect the alarm, because your mind is telling you - time to rest.

A mixture of few incidents had struck my fear and shaken my firm stand on my principle of life. 

It did not feel good to let go, especially things that are so significant in our life. Choice and sacrifice have to be made, and you have to let go some certain things reluctantly.

Unfortunately, fate couldn't last long enough to walk us further. Here we are, standing at the crossroad, saying goodbye to each other before departing to our own journey.

Till we meet again.


Thursday, November 10, 2011

Broken Heart


Why am I always the one with broken heart?

I guess, it's time to stop and cruise with my life with better definition.

I'm just too tired to be heart-broken, again and again.

I'm just a typical cancer guy with fragile heart.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

不是不满足 - A-Lin

相隔一年, A-Lin 又再次震撼华语乐坛。她的深厚的音嗓,永远是最大的吸引力。


朋友們 羨慕有他來接我回家
不懂我是多盼望 能再多留一下
她們說 自然很寬世界也很大
哪裡海洋最浪漫 能治生活疲乏


狠心離得開總會變成摩擦
責任會讓愛有另一種複雜
不能太倔強 太有想法
妥協到快遺忘自己 有些害怕


我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如
有過瘋狂和任性糊塗
膩了炫耀的舞步
對做作的傾訴也麻木
會更懂得 安定有多舒服
不嫌棄愛得太樸素
甘心被 綁住


她們說 自然很寬世界也很大
哪裡海洋最浪漫 能治生活疲乏
狠心離得開總會變成摩擦
責任會讓愛有另一種複雜
不能太倔強 太有想法
妥協到快遺忘自己 有些害怕


其實我不是不滿足
只是會想假如 
若心沒那麼早被俘擄
就能逛更多旅途
有更多的起伏和結束
會更懂得 什麼才算幸福
也許不停被人辜負
才會珍惜呵護笑得淚眼模糊


我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如
有過瘋狂和任性糊塗
膩了炫耀的舞步
對做作的傾訴也麻木
會更懂得 安定有多舒服
不嫌棄愛得太樸素
甘心被 綁住


我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如
有過瘋狂和任性糊塗
膩了炫耀的舞步
對做作的傾訴也麻木
會更懂得 安定有多舒服
不嫌棄愛得太樸素
甘心被 綁住

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

當冬夜漸暖


很多事情 不是誰說了就算
即使傷心 結果還是自己擔
多少次失望表示著多少次期盼
事實證明 幸福很難

我們之間 不是誰說了就算
拉扯的愛 徒增結局的難堪
一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛
下一次 會更勇敢

當冬夜漸暖 當大海也不再那麼藍
當月色的純白變得陰暗
那只是代表快樂不再那麼簡單

當冬夜漸暖 當夏夜的樹上不再有蟬
當回憶老去的痕跡斑斑
那只是因為悲傷從來 都不會有答案

當冬夜漸暖 當青春也都煙消雲散
當美麗的故事都有遺憾
那只是習慣把愛當做喜歡
重要的是 我們如何愛過那一段

Friday, October 28, 2011

仰望 - 杨丞琳


如果能重来 我的答案
会不会更改 或是等待
守在你身旁 绝对不逃开
不让谁 将我们冲散

不怕风看穿 我的孤单
不怕雨纠缠 眼泪擦干
让回忆倒带 我将爱保管
别让我 一个人承担

这个失去你的遗憾 我会勇敢

仰望风 等待你回来
仰望雨 能安静听完
脸庞发烫 眼眶抵抗
不肯让你离开 丢下我流浪

仰望你 抱我在胸膛
仰望梦 能给我力量
不让爱逃亡 不让心你躲藏
不让我疯狂
让我坚强

无法预知 我努力
我必需 遗忘的疼痛
假装执着 我知道
我抬起头 会有你的守候

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

24 hours trip in Adelaide


Last weekend, I went to Adelaide for a short sweet escape.

Visited my best girl friend, collected my old memories, had some good time catching up with friends, released my stress, gained my laughs back.

I have to admit, I can't live without good friendships. It's not the quantity of friendships that matter in my life, but the quality of precious friendships which I have earned throughout my journey of life.

I'm fortunate enough to meet people who know you well deep in the heart than anyone else. No mind games between us, just pure simple body languages that speak our words out, naturally.

One of the best moments I enjoy the most in entire life is catching up with best friends. A few cups of tea together under a wonderful sunny day is amazingly ideal for our endless conversation. Believe me, those moments are beautifully priceless.

Indeed, it was a short and quick trip over the weekend. However, I felt more rejuvenated and recharged, getting ready for more stresses in my work ahead.

Cherish the friendships you have with your best ones, even though they are just handful.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Updates

Once you stepped into your career, your working life:
You don't blog, You don't read, You don't smile, and You don't feel like doing anything over the weekends

I know, it's kinda waste of precious time for letting your weekends go just like that, before heading to the same loop on Monday again. I understand the philosophy, just that I need some sort of motivation to keep me proceeding to consistent self-improvements.

Working life has never been busy as I'm working long hours per day to basically catch up and racing with project datelines. Indeed, it's an enormous pressure to keep our engineering designs out to the factory floor in order to keep the dedicated workers busy. It's a fortunate for me become part of the team/family in the small company, where we grow together. Laughters are always present in the office since there is a happy pie keeping us smiling and pumped.

Enough for work, good news is, my grandma came to visit me and my uncle family in Melbourne for a few weeks. It always feels good to see her again, with her sunny smiles and innocent talks. However, she's losing her memory slowly as she tends to forget things easily;  her medication routine, her recent actions, but not my name, yet. I guess this is the moment of truth about life cycle, isn't it? Our elders are getting older as the younger ones start to age. Overall, she's still fit and healthy, jumping and walking around like cute little girl.


Nothing is more important than our family, family is always our root, where we're born, raised and belong. Appreciate them and spend time with them regardless how busy you are, because every second counts, and it is irreversible.

And for those who have concerns about my personal life, I have finally met a girl; sweet, nice and understanding. Nothing special on how we both got hooked up, perhaps just the right timing and feeling that brought both of us together. A true relationship shouldn't be complicated like mind-reading games, but just a simple mutual agreement on how a couple decides to walk together, with holding hands, no matter how good or bad the road condition is. A new permanent passenger on my train ride of life :)


That's all I got to update at the moment. It seems like most of my regular blogger friends are being lazy bum too, haha.

Later.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

关于我们



我在翠绿的稻田中
凝视远方落下的太阳
你在蔚蓝的天空下
抬头看着飘来的云裳

音乐在我耳中回荡
影子在我身后拉长
疑惑在你心中滋长
绝望在你的心里扩张

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不轻易告诉我
你在想 为何我总是看着远方

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不直接告诉我
你已知道 会有那么一天

我在属于我的王国
企图打造一座天堂
你在属于你的城堡
开始堆砌高大的城墙

音乐曾是彼此桥梁
泪水在旋律中荡漾
画面竟然超出想象
绝望在我的心里扩张

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不轻易告诉我
你在想 为何我总是看着远方

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不直接告诉我
你已知道 会有那么一天
转身走向远方

于是蓝天褪去白云裳
于是黑夜笼罩在我身上
而我仍在翠绿的稻田中
凝视着远方落下来的太阳

这一切关于我们 关于不说
关于等待 关于守候
于是我们 不再开口
而我仍在翠绿的稻田中
凝视着远方落下来的太阳