Saturday, December 17, 2011

A Lin - 我很忙


不想要假期 我没地方可去
不需要狂欢 人群只是空虚
多数的关心 只是嘴上说而已
真正懂我的人是自己

我的眼睛 一做梦就看到你
一闭上就想哭泣
笑容忽然间变成奢侈品
我的生活 充满了和你有关的记忆
每每靠近 满城风雨

就让我忙得疯掉 忙得累到
连哭的时间都没有最好
就让我忙的忘掉 你的怀抱
它曾带给我的美好

当有人问好不好 怕伤心夺眶
就咬牙说我很忙
这完美的谎 完美的伪装
才让我的痛 没人看到
你在哪里 曾是每天要问你的一句
我要戒断 这种恶习

当一个麻痹的人 那有多好
心里美别的只有忙忙忙
工作是一种抵抗 一帖解药
人怎能被想念打倒

当有人问好不好 怕伤心夺眶
就咬牙说我很忙
这完美的谎 完美的伪装
才让我的痛 没人看到

久违的一片文章

对你们说我一点都不想家,那肯定是句谎言。为什么我宁愿一个人在外地漂浮,也不选择落地于那温暖的故乡呢?也许接下来的答案,会直接为有些人的疑惑提供解答。

人生短暂,当一个人在舒服地带逗留太久之后,将会迷失了当初所设定的所谓“方向”。舒服得睡着了,再也看不见未来的自己。当然还有其他等等因素如不争气的乡土、糜烂的政治、还有对某些人的失望等等。常对自己说:“要找一个留下的理由,很难。可是要找让自己留不下的理由,多得很。”

你可以说这是一种幼稚的逃避,逃避至无法听闻那远方的土壤。可是试问,我又何尝没试过呢?一次又一次的打击,仿佛为那曾经燃烧的心浇了冷漠无情的冰水,心灰意冷。所以,选择离开那片伤心地。

笑我傻、笑我白痴、笑我笨、笑我蠢,可是我就是那种爱得死心塌地的鸟人。

也许当初的那句开场白,说得太错了。

也许巨蟹座的性格就是那么犯贱吧。每当肯定对方后总是夹着对方的尾巴不肯放手,直到对方狠狠一甩为止。习惯了为太多人而活,结果弄得自己伤痕累累,体力透支,心力交瘁。

眼看新的一年的锣鼓声近在咫尺,是时候换个新的性格、新的待人处事方式,还有更健康的生活方式。与其等待没有结果的结果,倒不如换个跑道,跑出更耀眼的未来。每当周围的人正为自己的前方摸不着脑袋的时候,自己依然能够踏出坚定的每一步。

注定那么扭曲的感情线,只好晾在一旁,直到再次遇见心动的对的人。

这个年内,为自己创造了人生的新方向。。。

"Work To Live, Live To Travel, Travel To Enjoy"

“工作为了生存、生存为了环游、环游为了享受”

工作生涯无疑是件长远的一道路,可是扭转悲观,把工作当成是一件为自己往后日子创造更多奇迹的其中一样工具,那么就不用再整天板着脸去上班了。

因为自己最清楚,工作让环游世界的梦想逐渐转成事实,而摊在远方的画面,就是享受踏实和美满人生的无止境。

想要加入我那改变人生的环游大计吗?

我在问你,就是你。

Monday, November 14, 2011

Good night, and good luck

There is always a point where you're just too tired to proceed, do not neglect the alarm, because your mind is telling you - time to rest.

A mixture of few incidents had struck my fear and shaken my firm stand on my principle of life. 

It did not feel good to let go, especially things that are so significant in our life. Choice and sacrifice have to be made, and you have to let go some certain things reluctantly.

Unfortunately, fate couldn't last long enough to walk us further. Here we are, standing at the crossroad, saying goodbye to each other before departing to our own journey.

Till we meet again.


Thursday, November 10, 2011

Broken Heart


Why am I always the one with broken heart?

I guess, it's time to stop and cruise with my life with better definition.

I'm just too tired to be heart-broken, again and again.

I'm just a typical cancer guy with fragile heart.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

不是不满足 - A-Lin

相隔一年, A-Lin 又再次震撼华语乐坛。她的深厚的音嗓,永远是最大的吸引力。


朋友們 羨慕有他來接我回家
不懂我是多盼望 能再多留一下
她們說 自然很寬世界也很大
哪裡海洋最浪漫 能治生活疲乏


狠心離得開總會變成摩擦
責任會讓愛有另一種複雜
不能太倔強 太有想法
妥協到快遺忘自己 有些害怕


我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如
有過瘋狂和任性糊塗
膩了炫耀的舞步
對做作的傾訴也麻木
會更懂得 安定有多舒服
不嫌棄愛得太樸素
甘心被 綁住


她們說 自然很寬世界也很大
哪裡海洋最浪漫 能治生活疲乏
狠心離得開總會變成摩擦
責任會讓愛有另一種複雜
不能太倔強 太有想法
妥協到快遺忘自己 有些害怕


其實我不是不滿足
只是會想假如 
若心沒那麼早被俘擄
就能逛更多旅途
有更多的起伏和結束
會更懂得 什麼才算幸福
也許不停被人辜負
才會珍惜呵護笑得淚眼模糊


我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如
有過瘋狂和任性糊塗
膩了炫耀的舞步
對做作的傾訴也麻木
會更懂得 安定有多舒服
不嫌棄愛得太樸素
甘心被 綁住


我真的不是不滿足 只是會想假如
有過瘋狂和任性糊塗
膩了炫耀的舞步
對做作的傾訴也麻木
會更懂得 安定有多舒服
不嫌棄愛得太樸素
甘心被 綁住

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

當冬夜漸暖


很多事情 不是誰說了就算
即使傷心 結果還是自己擔
多少次失望表示著多少次期盼
事實證明 幸福很難

我們之間 不是誰說了就算
拉扯的愛 徒增結局的難堪
一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛
下一次 會更勇敢

當冬夜漸暖 當大海也不再那麼藍
當月色的純白變得陰暗
那只是代表快樂不再那麼簡單

當冬夜漸暖 當夏夜的樹上不再有蟬
當回憶老去的痕跡斑斑
那只是因為悲傷從來 都不會有答案

當冬夜漸暖 當青春也都煙消雲散
當美麗的故事都有遺憾
那只是習慣把愛當做喜歡
重要的是 我們如何愛過那一段

Friday, October 28, 2011

仰望 - 杨丞琳


如果能重来 我的答案
会不会更改 或是等待
守在你身旁 绝对不逃开
不让谁 将我们冲散

不怕风看穿 我的孤单
不怕雨纠缠 眼泪擦干
让回忆倒带 我将爱保管
别让我 一个人承担

这个失去你的遗憾 我会勇敢

仰望风 等待你回来
仰望雨 能安静听完
脸庞发烫 眼眶抵抗
不肯让你离开 丢下我流浪

仰望你 抱我在胸膛
仰望梦 能给我力量
不让爱逃亡 不让心你躲藏
不让我疯狂
让我坚强

无法预知 我努力
我必需 遗忘的疼痛
假装执着 我知道
我抬起头 会有你的守候

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

24 hours trip in Adelaide


Last weekend, I went to Adelaide for a short sweet escape.

Visited my best girl friend, collected my old memories, had some good time catching up with friends, released my stress, gained my laughs back.

I have to admit, I can't live without good friendships. It's not the quantity of friendships that matter in my life, but the quality of precious friendships which I have earned throughout my journey of life.

I'm fortunate enough to meet people who know you well deep in the heart than anyone else. No mind games between us, just pure simple body languages that speak our words out, naturally.

One of the best moments I enjoy the most in entire life is catching up with best friends. A few cups of tea together under a wonderful sunny day is amazingly ideal for our endless conversation. Believe me, those moments are beautifully priceless.

Indeed, it was a short and quick trip over the weekend. However, I felt more rejuvenated and recharged, getting ready for more stresses in my work ahead.

Cherish the friendships you have with your best ones, even though they are just handful.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Updates

Once you stepped into your career, your working life:
You don't blog, You don't read, You don't smile, and You don't feel like doing anything over the weekends

I know, it's kinda waste of precious time for letting your weekends go just like that, before heading to the same loop on Monday again. I understand the philosophy, just that I need some sort of motivation to keep me proceeding to consistent self-improvements.

Working life has never been busy as I'm working long hours per day to basically catch up and racing with project datelines. Indeed, it's an enormous pressure to keep our engineering designs out to the factory floor in order to keep the dedicated workers busy. It's a fortunate for me become part of the team/family in the small company, where we grow together. Laughters are always present in the office since there is a happy pie keeping us smiling and pumped.

Enough for work, good news is, my grandma came to visit me and my uncle family in Melbourne for a few weeks. It always feels good to see her again, with her sunny smiles and innocent talks. However, she's losing her memory slowly as she tends to forget things easily;  her medication routine, her recent actions, but not my name, yet. I guess this is the moment of truth about life cycle, isn't it? Our elders are getting older as the younger ones start to age. Overall, she's still fit and healthy, jumping and walking around like cute little girl.


Nothing is more important than our family, family is always our root, where we're born, raised and belong. Appreciate them and spend time with them regardless how busy you are, because every second counts, and it is irreversible.

And for those who have concerns about my personal life, I have finally met a girl; sweet, nice and understanding. Nothing special on how we both got hooked up, perhaps just the right timing and feeling that brought both of us together. A true relationship shouldn't be complicated like mind-reading games, but just a simple mutual agreement on how a couple decides to walk together, with holding hands, no matter how good or bad the road condition is. A new permanent passenger on my train ride of life :)


That's all I got to update at the moment. It seems like most of my regular blogger friends are being lazy bum too, haha.

Later.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

关于我们



我在翠绿的稻田中
凝视远方落下的太阳
你在蔚蓝的天空下
抬头看着飘来的云裳

音乐在我耳中回荡
影子在我身后拉长
疑惑在你心中滋长
绝望在你的心里扩张

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不轻易告诉我
你在想 为何我总是看着远方

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不直接告诉我
你已知道 会有那么一天

我在属于我的王国
企图打造一座天堂
你在属于你的城堡
开始堆砌高大的城墙

音乐曾是彼此桥梁
泪水在旋律中荡漾
画面竟然超出想象
绝望在我的心里扩张

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不轻易告诉我
你在想 为何我总是看着远方

我在前 你在后
你在听 我在说
我不走 你不动
你不说 我不懂
于是你总不直接告诉我
你已知道 会有那么一天
转身走向远方

于是蓝天褪去白云裳
于是黑夜笼罩在我身上
而我仍在翠绿的稻田中
凝视着远方落下来的太阳

这一切关于我们 关于不说
关于等待 关于守候
于是我们 不再开口
而我仍在翠绿的稻田中
凝视着远方落下来的太阳

Sunday, August 28, 2011

The Joy of Cooking

Cooking is always stress-free for me.




Ever since I started to live in overseas on my own as  humble student, eating-out was not a economically-feasible option for every single meal. Therefore, I started cooking, utilizing all my observations throughout the many years as assistant in my grandmother's kitchen. 



She is my beloved, my inspiration, my guru and my grandma, who raised me with delicious and nutritious house dishes which has made who I am today. 



Unlike other overseas students who have fears in messing with the cooking utensils and raw ingredients, I love to enjoy and explore the endless flavors that could be done in countless ways through cooking. 



I also love to shop for fresh food in market while generating ideas about what and how to cook with those smiley and healthy food. 



Yeah, I sounded like an auntie, didn't I? Try it out yourself, let it be a non-stress session, let your creativity side of brain develop more, and most importantly, ENJOY!!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

轻松的周末

工作以后,永远期待周末的来临。绞尽脑汁五天,只希望能够利用周末的空档来休息一下,接触工作范围以外的东西。

终于发现早睡早起的好处,精神感觉特别清爽。和舅母享受咖啡、逛一逛菜市集、吸收久违的阳光等等。还有,我终于发薪水了!从毕业后的第一份正职赚取的血汗钱,真的感触良多啊。

踏入工作生涯以后,发现人生不应该就这样如此得过且过直到退休为止。一段精彩的人生,莫过于让自己的时间过得轻松快乐之余,也别忘了让其更充实和精彩。工作为了生活,生活为了享受,享受为了让人生过得无悔。

把握时机,为人生挥上缤纷的色彩吧!


Friday, August 12, 2011

A day to realise my dreams

Booked an overnight ticket to Singapore, touched down in the next early morning, with interview session a few hours later, interviewed and jumped on the return flight on the same day. Undoubtedly, it was definitely one of the craziest things I have done in my life.


If you are lost on what I was talking about, I was attending a cadet pilot interview held by the Singapore Airlines. I know I know, this is the job a million men would kill for, but apparently there are not many spots available, which means tough competition. Having been given this interview opportunity is a blessing for me, but shame to say, I under-performed myself in the interview, which could possibly bury my another chance with disappointment.




Anyway, I tried my best, as I was able to keep my head in the game even I had a long-haul flight prior. Regardless of the outcome, I had a wonderful experience and this would definitely trigger my determination to pursue this career more seriously. Most importantly, I made the choice without regrets by not letting this opportunity slipping away.

One thing for sure, I had fully understood the ancient Chinese saying, "养兵千日,用军一时。" It is crucial that we are always prepared and trained for any opportunity  that might come in future.

Well, I guess I still have a long way to go await another opportunity then. Life still goes on, I still have my good job in Melbourne, and it is obviously not the end of the world yet. Treated this opportunity as a bonus or blessing towards my life. With or without it, I am still a fortunate person who is still breathing and smiling through my life as usual.

May everyone is blessed with life-changing opportunities, which would bring more colors to your life. 

Cheers mate.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

New Chapter

There I go again, finally being able to settle down peacefully to continue posting on my blog. Honestly, it has been a hell of a year to me; from the home vacation in the early year, to the graduation ceremony in April, to the long-butt-cracking job hunting for three months upon the ceremony, to the sprinting superman rushing up and down the Australian soil for job interviews, and here I am, finally pinned down a permanent engineering job in Melbourne in the early August.

I went home before my job commencement, to fully-utilize my one-week window of spare time to have some family moments and catch up with close friends, and I returned to Melbourne after that to initiate my working life. I had the best week of my life, enjoying my tight schedules of friends gatherings and family times. The good times were shared and I was energized with the loves and blessings from my hometown. 

I felt blessed as everything went well for me eventually; I have got a wonderful and challenging job that suits my interest, despite a little bit low pay,  I have also got a team of friendly and helpful colleagues, including my understanding and easy-going bosses, therefore it makes up my comfortable working environments. Undoubtedly, the working pressure is always existent as we have projects dateline to adhere, but the laughters in workplace would definitely kill the germs off.

Thanks to my dear Aunt Lee Leng whom I stay with in Melbourne, she has inspired me a lot in understanding the true meaning of our life should be. As our life is short, we must chase and realise the dreams we are after throughout the timeline. Live the life as colorful as possible, be optimistic that everything will be alright and most importantly, live without regrets. Appreciate the gifted opportunities or fight for one, try your very best to achieve them, regardless of how the outcomes would be. You do not wish to be upset with things that you have missed out before, do you?

Here I am, in the new chapter of life after all these years of adaptions and survival. It is time to be fearless and realise the dreams and ambitions which are long-waiting in my to-do list.

To my life, ultimate dream job, my family and friends.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

我们之间


有时候,犯贱地把自己沉溺在虚拟的世界,幻想我们之间在现实无法实现的距离。这不断继续往伤口上撒盐的举动,承受得心甘情愿。

何必呢?

我们之间,距离多么遥远,是时候,放下,离开这片让一次又一次心碎的伤心地。

那是我唯一离开的理由。

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白天黑夜之间 交错着最美的句点
可惜日出的天 可惜日落的天 只在一瞬间
在 你和我之间 从平行线到交汇点
可惜你在改变 可惜我在改变
听不见 也看不见
我们之间 填不满的空缺
装载所有的苦或甜 绕一个圈
爱在心的边缘
我们之间 距离多么遥远
后来才发现 我和你一条线
就能分两个世界

在你和我之间 从平行线到交汇点
可惜你在改变 可惜我在改变
听不见 也看不见

我们之间 填不满的空缺
装载所有的苦或甜 绕一个圈
爱是兜兜转转倒不了中间
我们之间 距离多么遥远
后来才发现 我和你一条线
就能分两个世界

白天黑夜之间 交错着最美的句点
我们之间 距离多么遥远
我和你一条线
就能分两个世界

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

如果有如果


这世界 如果有如果
如果一切重头
如果你再说你爱我
习惯阿 熟悉的温柔
turn around turn around turn around

怎麽还是 一个我
雨滴滴答答的坠落
还有什麽说不出口
泪不停不停的滑落
习惯没有你的角落

I want to sing a song for you
sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵
you are my everything
and I really love you
在泪乾了以后 想听你说 爱我

想太多 如果有如果
如果永远爱我
如果最后能到最后
一个人 该习惯什麽
turn around turn around turn around
习惯晚安自己说

雨滴滴答答的坠落
还有什麽说不出口
泪不停不停的滑落
习惯没有你的角落

I want to sing a song for u
sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵

you are my everything
and I really love you
在泪乾了以后 却还记得

还记得青苹的酸甜
酸到心里没有感觉
梦太美 回忆太心碎
再多给我 一点点的勇气

I want to sing a song for u
sing for myself
没有你的天空 没有云朵

you are my everything
and I really love you
在泪乾了以后 想听你说 love you

这世界 如果有如果
如果一切重头
如果你还在
请 说你爱我

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如此清澈的声音,犹如天使的呼唤,轻松却充满伤感。

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

When the silence speaks


9 July, 2011.

This is the day when the Bersih 2.0 rally begins. The campaign and its participants would just want to convey a simple yet unachievable message; a clean and uncorrupted elections in Malaysia. As a democracy country standing indepedant for half a century, its government is mandatorily to be formed through official elections, where the government is decided by the power of votes held on every eligible citizen.

However, the sacred integrity of the political system has been deteriorating and leading to the downfall of the nation. Corruption infiltrates the system as policitians; who have once sworn their commitment on serving the citizens with dignity and professional ethics, are leeching the essence and advantages which are shared among the people who work hard for their life, future and country. Silence had been practised by the people as the leaders of the government continuously convince the betterment of the country's future is yet to come, soon in every citizen's doorstep.

So, generous time and opportunity had been given to the government to execute their promises. Yet, the results are far more disappointing and devasting than expected, and therefore the silence has broken, so does the aggressiveness to restore the true and uncorrupted democracy system in the nation.  Due to the people’s desperation to correct the current state, they walked on the street with peaceful propositions and expressions to be delivered to the leaders of the nation. Yet, the peaceful demonstration had been intentionally provoked by law enforcers, resulting in massive riot and unexpected injuries in the national capital city.

Now, the voice has been conveyed and the message has been delivered to both of the national government and international society. It is not about the shame and bad reputation impacted by the peaceful demonstration towards the country; however it is about the rights and transparency which are to be regulated in every democratic country’s electoral system.

Nonetheless, the positive outcome observed from the incident is the bravery and unity shown by the citizens who marched on that day, despite of their significant difference in religion, ethics and social status. This phenomenal unity has shown that the true power of nation lies on the people’s hands. 

Let us pray for the betterment of the nation's political and growth in future.
   

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Little House - Amanda Seyfried

I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow

Our hearts sing less than
We wanted, we wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know, we do not know

To light the night, to help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said, I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run, don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night, to help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said, I always know

Please don't make a fuss, it won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay
Stay

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Sydney

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来了悉尼快两个月,终于逮到机会去城市走一趟,和新认识的朋友们在拥有全悉尼最新鲜的海鲜市集一面享受香甜的海鲜,一面享受热闹的气氛。

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也顺手采购些刚刚捕获的海鲜,在家里一起烹饪丰盛的海鲜晚宴,真痛快啊。

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最近正在等待更多的好消息,希望一切能够顺顺利利,早日投入工作。

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Saturday, May 21, 2011

沉淀

最近的生活,的确平淡得无法在部落格里形容。从当初的决定重返家乡开始工作,直到决定留在异地开拓新的生活,真希望这改变不会让他后悔。毕竟棋子一旦异步,结局就从此改变。

慢热的他,终于收拾心情积极寻份工作。看来现在只能把结果交给时间去处理了。

其余的,只好慢慢地自我沉淀,为最坏的打算寻找出路。

最近的心情就是如此沉重和无奈,试问何时才能这些负面的阴影呢?

天天都是阴天

Friday, April 15, 2011

最近

最近在宁静之都迁了新家,是一家来自新加坡的家庭。认识了一班谈得来的新朋友,也接触到许多人生的哲学。有缘同路相逢,大家相处得非常愉快。

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当时间越来越逼近,他也终于狠狠地下了决定。这是他认为对自己将来是最佳的选择,也是这趟家乡之旅从旁帮助他作出此决定。

看来,他即将在异乡逗留好长一段的日子了。

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Thursday, April 7, 2011

重返宁静之都

在家乡的数月偷闲后,终于重返那熟悉的宁静之都。大学,读完了,所以这趟之旅在于出席即将举行的毕业典礼,还有规划下一步路该怎么走。

说句老实话,他已经对承搭飞机感到恐惧,毕竟多小时的飞行时间的折腾,加上再次离开家园的感觉,真不好受。

虽然之前因为找不到落脚的地方而不知所措,可是通过面子书号召的求救讯号而得到众多朋友的回应和相助,终于找到了栖身之地,真感谢一班拔刀相助的你们,让我感觉友谊带来的温暖。你们的大恩大德,他真的没齿难忘。

幸好有一班像他一样在外闯荡的同乡之友,一起出来吃个晚饭。就这样嘻嘻哈哈,烦恼也少了许多,当初紧绷的心情又寻回曾经的归属感了。

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这里舒适宜人的天气和轻松怠慢的步调,让时间过得朴实和简单,爽快极了。

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

清明时节


错过了两年的清明节,今年终于能够一补往年的遗憾。对他来说,清明节的意义深重,除了记载对祖先的思念,也不忘回忆他们传达曾经在世的人生经验。

这也常常提醒着他,要不断地孝敬父母和长辈,以免错过时刻而留下遗憾。

希望大家在埋怨过早起床当儿,别忘了清明节的真正目的。

Monday, March 28, 2011

散场的拥抱


从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

Sunday, March 27, 2011

傻笑的回音

带着面具,傻笑
无奈的回音,默默装满着装不满的心房

越响亮的傻笑,掩饰越多无人知晓的秘密
徘徊的回音,却祈祷被人聆听

失落,窝藏在厚如铁甲的笑容后,安睡
窄小的安全地带,脆弱得不堪一击

浩劫过后


最近的这几年,天灾人祸不间断地在世界各个角落燃起。一波未停一波又起,搞得大家人心惶惶,纷纷摇头感叹地球快被人类玩完了。有人说地球生病了,所以开始出现“呕吐腹泻”的症状,也有人说地球终于忍无可忍,开始向其居民讨债。

虽然大自然的灾害再也无法控制,但是灾害造成的浩劫过后,却是看清人类真面目的最好时机。人常曰,一种米养百种人,不到关键时刻,莫能观头一个人的庐山真面目。回顾以往的种种浩劫过后,免不了趁火打劫、怨天尤人的画面,丑陋的人性的黑暗一面,顿时毕露无遗。

直到最近的日本311大地震、大海啸和辐射泄露灾难,让世人对人性有了新的认知。灾难发生过后,当国人民面对浩劫时所呈现的临危不乱、井井有条的精神赢得全球人类的表扬和佩服。没有无助的眼泪,只有互相扶持和救济的双手。大家安份地遵循有关当局的指示,慢慢走出灾后的阴影,甚至在世上闻名的日本各个庞大的黑社会组织,也纷纷打开钱库救济国民,并非借执法单位忙乱之际在街上横行霸道。就是这一份可贵的合作精神,政府才能够如此的专注于灾后救援的分配工作,而且更加快速地从浩劫后恢复元气。

为什么这个曾经在二战时期称霸亚洲,然后在战败后依然成功迅速崛起成为经济霸主之一的小国,能够展示如此震撼的正面人性和处理方式呢?

其实答案很简单,就是个人的高尚品德和思维。因为有人才有家,有家才有国,那么要建立一个如此美好的国土,必须从最基层做起 - 个人修养。

Saturday, March 26, 2011

分叉路

其实,已经站在这分叉路有好一段时间,心里苦苦地挣扎,去做出一个对自己最好的抉择。

心里明明有了决定,而且将会是个崎岖的路,可是却放弃不了另外一道。因为那一道拥有许多熟悉的路人,包括最爱的一些人。

时间已经逼近,抉择时刻已经近在眉前。

为什么那么难下决定呢?因为这一步,即将永远影响他未来走下去的路。

有人能了解这无形的压力吗?

感觉开始慢慢喘不过气了。


终于明白,夜深人静里的一个人总是会开始胡思乱想。。。

然后,失眠。。。

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

她说 - 林俊杰


他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

Sunday, March 20, 2011

輕鬆的周末

周末,總是與輕鬆牽連在一起。

睡到自然醒來或者早起晨跑去,與家人或朋友們吃個慵懶的早點,然後窩在家裏或者在外逛逛享受人潮。

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經歷了平日堆積而來的壓力和緊綳后,應該用休息來獎勵自己、充充電,以迎接全新的一周!

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Friday, March 18, 2011

舊地重遊

換上了老舊的中學運動服,在母校正當放假的掩護下,溜了進去看看久違的它。

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畢竟從這兒畢業快要六年,人事已非當然也在所難免。曾經熟悉的建築物,塌了,取而代之的,是陌生的新空間,覺得有點礙眼和不習慣。

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一面繞著校園逛逛,一面捕捉當年遺失的畫面,一面回憶小時候的同學們如何一起建立深刻的校園記憶。

每逢休息和放學鈴聲響起,各大走廊一定站滿了來自各班的朋友們,大家有說有笑,聊聊生活、別人的八卦等等。坐在靠近窗口的同學,很自然地向外面的世界東張西望,等待好戲上場似的。

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如今這些往事只能回味。當年的大家都恨不得結束求學生涯然後投入社會工作賺錢,可是當大家正式加入打工家族的時候,個個都不禁懷念校園生活節奏比較輕鬆的時光而紛紛嘆氣。

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無法追回過去的時間,是事實。然而,永遠珍惜和持續經營當年建立的友情和師生情,是保存共同回憶的最好方法。

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當年大家能夠共聚一所校園,一起學習、一起成長,是大家共同修來的福氣而兌換成的緣分。

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踏出那扇母校的門口之後,不知何時能夠再次擁有舊地重遊的機會。

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再見,光華。

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